Shamasis Bhattacharya

Deserted myself; blew up into the smoke,
Drowned in liquor; walked out of all ties,
Chained to stakes and dangled from cliffs;
Choked for drown; vomited dragons.

Grew more isolated; escaped my flesh,
Soared from the earth; collided with the clouds,
Shattered the peaks,
Reduced to embers; faded to oblivion.

Bled dry; slept into agony,
Ripped into fragments,
Scattered over pinhead,
Stepped into darkness; survived crash.

Feigned belief; summoned tears,
Forced a laugh; hushed the world into silence.
Tortured listen; endangered pray, 
Became hunted; grinned into embrace.

Vaulted onto rooftops; leaped off the ocean,
Savoured death; cursed angels.
Clasped darkness; lashed out in rage,
Craved venom; confronted divine.

Grasped eternity; scraped the wounds,
Annihilated creations; honoured dread.
Concealed power; indulged in complacency,
Caressed unanswer; flowed into war.

Exhaled the last; extinguished all light,
Embraced a new demise; yielded to the infernal.
Dictated by demons; dwelled in ambiguity,
Nurtured ignorance; consumed purity.

And still, affirm that I remain undefined.